You Want The Truth?

What lies beneath...Inside out...such a disturbing doubts and if we wanna the truth?? We CANT handle the truth. It's about our partner so called soulmate.

Do you really want to know everything about your partner? How long have you waited before you asked him about the truth, nothing but the truth. Is it too early or perhaps too late.?

How well do you really know our partner? This may seem like a simple question but there is more to it than meets the eye. I mean, do you know the truth about your partner in terms of his true colours, his past, previous relationships, his secrets, most darkest secret, the first time he kissed and of course the first time he lost his manhood too...but most of us will say...heck care who cares?...harhar.

But, let me warn you firsthand, always be prepared mentally. Coz once the cat is out of the bag, it will not return back. In a way, there's the advantages and disadvantages behind it. But it certainly will make your relationship much stronger with the 'barrier' in your relationship broken down. Like the berlin wall, everyone united with a wider scope of life ahead...as like the advantages/disadvantages it has the positive and negative results too.

Even worse still, you cant bear to look at his face after learning the truth. Frankly, the truth is an evil thing, sometimes it is not meant to be released. Its best kept as a secret till the end. It is good, too good to be true but....if otherwise? dont say its hard to accept or swallow maybe the blood vessel will burst out first. Dying young...har har no way.

I have a simple sassy way of seeing life. No fuss no mess.
While we're into secrecy and feelings. Have you ever have this feeling of wanting to share a secret with someone but you cant cos you've sworn not to tell anyone.

Well, right not its just jostling up and down inside me waiting to burst out and scream 'let me out, let me out, I want out now!' It makes my head thinking not straight most of the time.

But a promise is a promise. No matter whatever happens, I will not let 'them' out, let it be buried with me to the grave straight to the heaven...but then, no matter how we always keep the cats in the house, and end up someone will let the dog out...who let the dog out? whoof...whoof... whoof... whoofff.

A Visit To The Zoo

Its a fine day today and thought that it would be great to go to the zoological gardens. Its been quite sometime since our last visit. Sort of miss 'them' actually. Cant blame me, Im an animal lover by nature.

Since it was a last minute planning, there's no time to pack any sandwiches. I just grab whatever tidbits and snacks there is in the cupboard and hurriedly dress myself and the children beore making sure to pack along their raincoats in case it rains. By the time we're ready, the time show its already half past one. Must move faster...

We reached the destination about less than forty five minutes. Since its a school holiday, its quite crowded but we have no trouble finding a parking lot for our Mitsubishi Evo 9. We dont have to queue either to buy the entrance tickets since we are Friends of The Zoo. We have been FOZ since 1999. Just how loyal can we be.

Just upon entering, my stomach starts growling...damn it...so we have no choice but to head straight to the nearest KFC, since that is the nearest available restaurant..suddenly we were greeted by drizzles of rain, which make us more hurriedly to our next stop. Oh man what a start of our journey.

At the restaurant itself, people started flocking in to find seats. Those patrons inside although have finished eating, wouldnt budge their lazy ass due to the rain. No consideration to others at all. Starting to get to my nerves...feeling quite furious now. But luck is with me, the moment a couple stood up from their chair, I sprint to their table...

No way, no say would I give way to others who are also waiting. Its like finders keepers. Hey man, Im already dead hungry, what do you expect. To make matters worse, the queue to the counter is also long, have to wait about 10mins before its my turn to order. At last its my turn. Got everything I want and start eating and enjoying my chicken..original recipe, a whipped potato, coleslaw, popcorn chicken and top it up with Coke..its finger lickin' good..yum yum

But Im not as inconsiderate as other people around there. After finishing my food, we got up and left, in a way to give way to other patrons. Animal lovers are not cruel, they're all kind hearted people.

The drizzling have stopped, luckily. We headed to the reptile exhibit, then followed by one of my favourite animal, the Mandrill. Then there was the chimpanzees, how cute and lovable, always so bubbly. Not forgetting their cousins of course, Ah Mengs. But pity those animals too cos they're all stuck up either in their cage or their exhibit, when its 6 oclock, they have to return inside their 'home'.

By now, we've already covered almost three quarters of the animal exhibit and it have started to drizzle again. Awww...it means we have no choice but to dash to the zoo exit which is about 5 minute walk from where we are.

Luckily, the children didnt make a fuss for us having to leave so soon. They clearly know that the rain will not stop. Till the next visit maybe...after christmas I presume..Anyone wants to join??

Surprise!!

Surprise!! a birthday gift from my love. The gift is the one on the right. I like, I lurveee. Right now Im trying to complete my collection. Just three more designs to go and its complete wala...

The one on the left I just got it about six months back. Yeayyy..Got to go and fiddle, hug, caress my new lovely new baby and its cousins.

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, yeayy, well, its that time of the year again. My birthday. It means growing a year older...hmm. How I wish I could stop the clock, doesnt everyone?

There's nothing more I want on my birthday than a wish from my loved ones. It truly makes me happy when they did that. So touching that it makes my tears came rolling down my cheeks. Never mind the gift, but Im thankful to my special one, so thoughtful of YOU. Love you baby!! Its really touches my heart and soul, never did I imagine you would do something sweet for me.

Ehem, I think with a year difference in age, makes me receive lesser presents this year. Not that Im hoping for...harhar. There's no celebration or cake cutting this year, unlike last year. Just spending some quality precious time with my loved ones. Thats already fulfilling for me. No celebration can compare to that.

But how I wish that today wont end and we could still treasure this precious time we had together awhile longer. Just a wish....

Well, there's nothing much to write as the night is still young. Anything can happen. Cross my fingers. Catch up later.

The One

Five more days to my big day (my birthday that is). And my thoughts and mind have been bringing me back memories of my past relationships. Well, what can I say, I have a few bad 'encounters' in relationships, but many good sweet memorable ones too.

Its been said that "Matches are made in Heaven" then why we meet so many wrong people in our lives? Why destiny makes our path cross with them? Why not we meet the right one at first go and why the right one always come after we meet our share of wrong ones?

These questions always confuse me. Have you ever wondered why Mr. Wrong never seems that wrong at our first meeting but as time flies we realise "Oh! he is not the one."And when Mr. Right arrives, our past experiences make us so careful and cautious that poor Mr. Right pays for our past experiences without even having any fault of his.

Meeting someone whose not meant for you sometimes have very negative impact because this person may sometimes shake your entire individuality and make you think "Is something really wrong with me that I didnt click with him." Such thoughts are very harmful and may make us analyze ourselves for a certain period of time. We need to take all this in our stride and after few months we realise there is nothing wrong with us, it was just that we were not destined to click with Mr.Wrong and things once again start moving.

Once again we are ready to meet and give chances to people.Then arrives our hero I mean Mr. Right and things becomes rosy.We go through both smooth and rough paths with him.This time we want our relation to work and our sixth sense guides us. Even if the relation is not perfect but this relation gives us the feeling of satisfaction, contentment and feeling of being complete. We dont regret anymore meeting Mr. Wrong because now we realise the value of Mr.Right. May be meeting Mr. Wrong is the price we pay to meet Mr. Right. As they say "No pain no gain"
I can still remember when my Mr.Right entered my life with his charm, those eyes just shot through my heart, sharp yet seducing and with those lips of his, with his smile, it just melts me down making my knees trembling weak. Simply irresistable. And those masculine hands, broad shoulders...emmm they're just an invitation for a...ehem HUG.

Thats not all, just wait till he starts delivering his words, soft, sweet yet full of wisdom. Truly a man of intelligence. Did I forget to mention his great looks, never would I imagine that my dream man resembles my idol. Tall, fair skinned, dark hair... (I'm not going to tell who he looks like) Just what I wanted in a MAN.

I think for now my life is three quarter filled. I've gotten what I dreamed for and what I achieved for so far. Thank you God.