You Want The Truth?

What lies beneath...Inside out...such a disturbing doubts and if we wanna the truth?? We CANT handle the truth. It's about our partner so called soulmate.

Do you really want to know everything about your partner? How long have you waited before you asked him about the truth, nothing but the truth. Is it too early or perhaps too late.?

How well do you really know our partner? This may seem like a simple question but there is more to it than meets the eye. I mean, do you know the truth about your partner in terms of his true colours, his past, previous relationships, his secrets, most darkest secret, the first time he kissed and of course the first time he lost his manhood too...but most of us will say...heck care who cares?...harhar.

But, let me warn you firsthand, always be prepared mentally. Coz once the cat is out of the bag, it will not return back. In a way, there's the advantages and disadvantages behind it. But it certainly will make your relationship much stronger with the 'barrier' in your relationship broken down. Like the berlin wall, everyone united with a wider scope of life ahead...as like the advantages/disadvantages it has the positive and negative results too.

Even worse still, you cant bear to look at his face after learning the truth. Frankly, the truth is an evil thing, sometimes it is not meant to be released. Its best kept as a secret till the end. It is good, too good to be true but....if otherwise? dont say its hard to accept or swallow maybe the blood vessel will burst out first. Dying young...har har no way.

I have a simple sassy way of seeing life. No fuss no mess.
While we're into secrecy and feelings. Have you ever have this feeling of wanting to share a secret with someone but you cant cos you've sworn not to tell anyone.

Well, right not its just jostling up and down inside me waiting to burst out and scream 'let me out, let me out, I want out now!' It makes my head thinking not straight most of the time.

But a promise is a promise. No matter whatever happens, I will not let 'them' out, let it be buried with me to the grave straight to the heaven...but then, no matter how we always keep the cats in the house, and end up someone will let the dog out...who let the dog out? whoof...whoof... whoof... whoofff.

A Visit To The Zoo

Its a fine day today and thought that it would be great to go to the zoological gardens. Its been quite sometime since our last visit. Sort of miss 'them' actually. Cant blame me, Im an animal lover by nature.

Since it was a last minute planning, there's no time to pack any sandwiches. I just grab whatever tidbits and snacks there is in the cupboard and hurriedly dress myself and the children beore making sure to pack along their raincoats in case it rains. By the time we're ready, the time show its already half past one. Must move faster...

We reached the destination about less than forty five minutes. Since its a school holiday, its quite crowded but we have no trouble finding a parking lot for our Mitsubishi Evo 9. We dont have to queue either to buy the entrance tickets since we are Friends of The Zoo. We have been FOZ since 1999. Just how loyal can we be.

Just upon entering, my stomach starts growling...damn it...so we have no choice but to head straight to the nearest KFC, since that is the nearest available restaurant..suddenly we were greeted by drizzles of rain, which make us more hurriedly to our next stop. Oh man what a start of our journey.

At the restaurant itself, people started flocking in to find seats. Those patrons inside although have finished eating, wouldnt budge their lazy ass due to the rain. No consideration to others at all. Starting to get to my nerves...feeling quite furious now. But luck is with me, the moment a couple stood up from their chair, I sprint to their table...

No way, no say would I give way to others who are also waiting. Its like finders keepers. Hey man, Im already dead hungry, what do you expect. To make matters worse, the queue to the counter is also long, have to wait about 10mins before its my turn to order. At last its my turn. Got everything I want and start eating and enjoying my chicken..original recipe, a whipped potato, coleslaw, popcorn chicken and top it up with Coke..its finger lickin' good..yum yum

But Im not as inconsiderate as other people around there. After finishing my food, we got up and left, in a way to give way to other patrons. Animal lovers are not cruel, they're all kind hearted people.

The drizzling have stopped, luckily. We headed to the reptile exhibit, then followed by one of my favourite animal, the Mandrill. Then there was the chimpanzees, how cute and lovable, always so bubbly. Not forgetting their cousins of course, Ah Mengs. But pity those animals too cos they're all stuck up either in their cage or their exhibit, when its 6 oclock, they have to return inside their 'home'.

By now, we've already covered almost three quarters of the animal exhibit and it have started to drizzle again. Awww...it means we have no choice but to dash to the zoo exit which is about 5 minute walk from where we are.

Luckily, the children didnt make a fuss for us having to leave so soon. They clearly know that the rain will not stop. Till the next visit maybe...after christmas I presume..Anyone wants to join??

Surprise!!

Surprise!! a birthday gift from my love. The gift is the one on the right. I like, I lurveee. Right now Im trying to complete my collection. Just three more designs to go and its complete wala...

The one on the left I just got it about six months back. Yeayyy..Got to go and fiddle, hug, caress my new lovely new baby and its cousins.

Happy Birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME, yeayy, well, its that time of the year again. My birthday. It means growing a year older...hmm. How I wish I could stop the clock, doesnt everyone?

There's nothing more I want on my birthday than a wish from my loved ones. It truly makes me happy when they did that. So touching that it makes my tears came rolling down my cheeks. Never mind the gift, but Im thankful to my special one, so thoughtful of YOU. Love you baby!! Its really touches my heart and soul, never did I imagine you would do something sweet for me.

Ehem, I think with a year difference in age, makes me receive lesser presents this year. Not that Im hoping for...harhar. There's no celebration or cake cutting this year, unlike last year. Just spending some quality precious time with my loved ones. Thats already fulfilling for me. No celebration can compare to that.

But how I wish that today wont end and we could still treasure this precious time we had together awhile longer. Just a wish....

Well, there's nothing much to write as the night is still young. Anything can happen. Cross my fingers. Catch up later.

The One

Five more days to my big day (my birthday that is). And my thoughts and mind have been bringing me back memories of my past relationships. Well, what can I say, I have a few bad 'encounters' in relationships, but many good sweet memorable ones too.

Its been said that "Matches are made in Heaven" then why we meet so many wrong people in our lives? Why destiny makes our path cross with them? Why not we meet the right one at first go and why the right one always come after we meet our share of wrong ones?

These questions always confuse me. Have you ever wondered why Mr. Wrong never seems that wrong at our first meeting but as time flies we realise "Oh! he is not the one."And when Mr. Right arrives, our past experiences make us so careful and cautious that poor Mr. Right pays for our past experiences without even having any fault of his.

Meeting someone whose not meant for you sometimes have very negative impact because this person may sometimes shake your entire individuality and make you think "Is something really wrong with me that I didnt click with him." Such thoughts are very harmful and may make us analyze ourselves for a certain period of time. We need to take all this in our stride and after few months we realise there is nothing wrong with us, it was just that we were not destined to click with Mr.Wrong and things once again start moving.

Once again we are ready to meet and give chances to people.Then arrives our hero I mean Mr. Right and things becomes rosy.We go through both smooth and rough paths with him.This time we want our relation to work and our sixth sense guides us. Even if the relation is not perfect but this relation gives us the feeling of satisfaction, contentment and feeling of being complete. We dont regret anymore meeting Mr. Wrong because now we realise the value of Mr.Right. May be meeting Mr. Wrong is the price we pay to meet Mr. Right. As they say "No pain no gain"
I can still remember when my Mr.Right entered my life with his charm, those eyes just shot through my heart, sharp yet seducing and with those lips of his, with his smile, it just melts me down making my knees trembling weak. Simply irresistable. And those masculine hands, broad shoulders...emmm they're just an invitation for a...ehem HUG.

Thats not all, just wait till he starts delivering his words, soft, sweet yet full of wisdom. Truly a man of intelligence. Did I forget to mention his great looks, never would I imagine that my dream man resembles my idol. Tall, fair skinned, dark hair... (I'm not going to tell who he looks like) Just what I wanted in a MAN.

I think for now my life is three quarter filled. I've gotten what I dreamed for and what I achieved for so far. Thank you God.

SE7EN

I was looking through my old diary and found an old writing of the things I wanted to do before my time's up or crushes I had and even my hate list. So, I've decided to refresh it in my blog. I loved doing it last the time so lets rock one more time. I hope it will rock you too.

7 things I plan to do before I die

1. Have a good and happy married life.
2. Enjoy motherhood, have babies and give them good upbringing.
3. Paragliding, bungee jumping and white river rafting..provided if I have the guts to do so.
4. Want to own a penthouse...(in your dreams sis)
5. Want to do something for underprivileged people
6. Be more practical and diplomatic (I know I dont have enuff intelligence to do that); and
7. Visit some island for romantic vacation with my man

7 things I cant do

1. I can never enter into short term affairs and flings.
2. Hide my emotions
3. I find it difficult to say no to people I love
4. I cant forget if someone does good or bad to me
5. I cant be in the company of unhygienic people
6. I never get satisfied easily; and
7. I like things to be perfect.

7 things that attract to me opposite sex

1. Intelligence and subtle sense of humour
2. Man of few words.
3. Man who knows what to say at what time.
4. Height, Hands, I am fussy about hands.I like those broad masculine hands
5. Deep and passionate Eyes
6. Smile, your ever lasting smile
7. Loyalty
8. Caring and understanding Success

(oops i crossed the limit of 7 but then such a topic felt like pouring my heart out)

7 words which I say often

1. Great
2. Wonderful
3. Oh my God/ Oh mi gosh
4. Shit
5. Crap/Crappy
6. Go to @#*@
7. Oops sorry

7 celebrity crushes

1. Keanu Reeves
2. Brad Pitt
3. Hugh Grant
4. Luke Perry
5. Kevin Costner
6. Tom Cruise; and of course
7. The man whom I'll marry.

7 things I hate most

1. Liars
2. Dishonesty in relationship
3. Hypocrites
4. Promise Breakers
5. Late comers
6. Opportunists; and
7. Back stabbers

7 things I love most

1. My LV collections
2. My Mobile phone
3. My Pet
4. Money
5. More Money
6. My Precious Time; and
7. My Life

Well that's the past topic that i covered in the past...I havent made my new list for te present and upcoming future. I'll say let it be for a few more weeks and see what changes I have made over the list. Chow now!

Spices In Life

Just came back from my morning walk cum jog, a routine exercise I've been doing since my teen years, the least I can do actually. During which I saw and came across other walkers and joggers doing their rounds also.

And suddenly it made me think that in life we meet different kinds of people. All of them change our lives in some way or the other. Some people give new dimensions to our outlook and with others our thoughts process doesnt click.

So, with that, i decide to categorise people or should I say human mind;

• There are people who care for us and are always there for us. Well such people become our support system. Anything goes wrong and we know we have these set of people to always look forward to
• There are also people who pretend to care for us and are never there for us in our hours of need. God bless us from such fake people. In life such category is the one who crosses our paths in day to day life.
• Then, there's people who do care for us but for some reasons we dont want them to be there in hours of need. Such people are harmless and sweet kinds.
• Well, there's also people who act as our agony aunt. God bless such people who are always there to lend their ears to our sobbing tales. God knows what soil these people are made of that even after hearing depressing stories they never lose hope and always try to see better side. We treat such people as our punching bags.
• For those people who dont care a damn about us and we should never expect them to be there for us. Its better to keep such people at arm's length.
• And for those people who never find any flaw in whatever we do. Even if you do something wrong, such category would never ever say any negative remark, on the contrary that they tend to find something positive in the whole negative thing. Hats off to them.
• Not forgetting those people who always find flaws in our work. Even if the work is up to the mark such breed will find ten thousand flaws in it and how they do it , its still a mystery to me.
• I prefer those people who encourage us when we are right and show us the right path when we are going on wrong path. Such category always speak their mind and are our well wishers.
• Hate those people who treat us as their agony aunts and we need to lend our shoulders to their eyes full of tears.
• Lurve those people whose company we enjoy as they are full of life, laughter and happiness, they tend to make our lives more cheery and bright.
• My worst enemy, are those people who only have their sad tales to share. Such people should realise even we are humans and can listen to their tales to one limit-sigh
• Always 'choose' people who make us laugh.
• Avoid those people who make us cry.
• My favorite category would be those people who make our heart skip a beat. Such people for me are very rare and I really value such breed.
• Last but not least there's those people who change our lives. Such people come once in a blue moon and when they step in our lives, our lives is never the same. They show us what love is all about.In the process such people become our soulmates.

I hope I had covered the different kinds of people that exists in this world. With that I end my research on people cum human characters cum behaviour.

K.A.T.S

This is what happens when its 3am and I'm not in the mood to sleep (cos I woke up really late today). So I decided to do a sketch of my favorite painting of the Monalisa and then draw a comic strip.

But time doesnt allow me to draw the comic strip because after several unrecognizable sketches I finally abandoned the comic strip idea and settled on a bed time story. All the characters in the following story are fictional and also extremely sleepy.

Why cat-babies are called kittens and other stories;

(Part 1)
Ma Kat and Pa Kat had a small argument at the dinner table. Pa Kat wanted a puppy since he was a kid but Ma Kat was adamant. “Puppies make a mess, we’ll need a bigger litter and besides, I just read in the Cat Health Zine that cats with puppies tend to die earlier due to reasons not yet know to catkind. We could get a cat if you want”.
Ma Kat was always a ‘cat person’. Pa Kat agreed and they decided have some babies. Pa Kat called up Kit Kat, the cat delivery system to order babies. “No, I don’t want the free shipping by stork baby deliveries. Yes, we will pay extra for the UPS express shipping”, he said. Which was a good thing too because Large Beak, the CEO of Stork Delivery Services had once said “We deliver everything, but cat liver is really delicious, so we just love delivering cats and people even pay us for delivering cats. This is stork heaven”.


The UPS guy brought with him a boxful of small cats. Ma Kat was a bit angry but Pa Kat insisted that he couldn’t have possibly passed over the ‘Buy 1 , get 26 free’ super saver deal. Ma Kat had decided the name of the first baby and they called her ‘Kita’. The naming of rest of the kittens fell over to Pa Kat. Well, we know now that Pa Kat wasn’t very imaginative because he named the second baby ‘KitB’, the third baby ‘KitC’ and so on. All their babies became famous. This, however is the story of two of these, babies fourteen and twenty seven. Baby fourteen, KitN, went on to become so pouplar in the cat world that cats all over the world started naming their babies after her. Even today cat babies are often called kitns.

When Pa Kat had named the first twenty six babies, he realized that he had run out of letters and still had a baby to go. However neither Pa Kat nor Ma Kat had seen such a chivalrous and brave baby like number 27.

Kitn and No27 were inseparable when they were born. In fact they were Siamese cats and the doctors operated on them to separate them. However, they still remained close friends and embarked on all their adventures together.

How Kitn and No27 helped the human doctors
Doctors all over the world have always wanted to look inside the heads of their patients. This is not particularly tricky, but patients often ran away when the doctors tried to cut open their heads. No27 realized that cats had X-ray vision and could look inside the heads of most humans and examine their brains.

So they patented the CAT scan machine which saved a lot of human lives all over the planet and made Kitn and No27 the first Cat zillionaires.

Now, look at the time, almost 7.30 in the morning, and a catnap is just what i need right now. Meoww....purrr

Your Wife Or Your Life?

To my frens and regular readers out there, hope this story will occupy your precious time. The story actually came from someone close to me and would like to share it with the world.

May the story wake us up from our dream world and bring us back to reality, also may the story knock some sense to those husbands out there!

"There was this news about armed robbers in Nigeria who love raping girls and women during their diabolical operations. And so many wives have been raped by these heartless and ruthless armed robbers. I have never heard of any husband killed whilst trying to defend his wife. And many of them were made to watch as their wives were raped right before their very eyes.

So, the fact is these husbands love their lives more than their wives.I know a former campus beauty queen in Nigeria who was raped by armed robbers a year after her wedding. She was seeing me before she got married. She ran away from her boyfriend who was maltreating her and took refuge in my house.

The guy and his gang asked me to send her out. I refused. I moved her to my uncle's residence, because it was safer. The guy came after her. And my cousin who was also a body builder like the guy warned the bully to keep off or he would be dealt with the same brutal way he was dealing with the ex-girlfriend. And he reported the matter to my elder brother. My family appealed me to surrender the girl and I refused until she left.

Later, she got married. But unfortunately, she was raped by the armed robbers who invaded their home. She felt bad and sad. And to worsen her predicament, the husband stopped loving her and they separated.Was it her fault that she was raped?

Why did the husband reject her when she needed him most? WHY? the question remained unanswered till this very day!"

Missing In Action

Been very busy for the past few weeks wif the school holidays, the festivities, my princess's birthday bash and some minor projects.

Havent had any chance at all to drop a few words in my blog. So hectic, restless blah blah blah (my usual complain) but it had been four memorable weeks that cant be forgotten. So, i'll be gone for a little bit again but definitely will be back sooner this time.

Than you to those who have been visiting my blog regularly and not feeling bored i hope. So, thank you guys and gerls, see ya real soon...thats it for now- signing out!