motherhood & me

Well, its been slightly more than five, six years or so dat im in this 'motherhood business'.

I started my full timing doing motherhood a couple of years back. I had to make a very difficult decision at that time. I had to sacrifice my career, my studies, my time, most of my friends and my hobby. No regrets. Although it didnt seem that long, but it seems like ages to me. But im very happy doing it although its a bit of energy cum fat burning process.

At first i was like 'can i do it, can i cope?'... i put in every best effort dat i can find inside of me to pull this through. As i hav no one to support or lend me a hand. I'm like a multitasker, aka wonderwoman. Most of the time i was very independent and it makes me feel a bit depressed. And now i can see some 'results'...with my hardworking effort. It really paid off. No waste. But there's still a long road ahead of me to go...i'll try to take it one at a time.

But being a young and inexperienced mother at dat time has taught me a lot of things. It brings out the confidence in me. It makes me more independent, braver and it taught me how to be a 'superwoman' (only without her powers). I've been in a situation where no one have gone to and came back standing stronger and stronger by the day.

Motherhood also taught me to be a little bit more feminine yet aggresive. I can handle situation better now. Whatever it is, you name it, been there done that. I'm sure i can handle anything that is 'thrown' to me now.

Before, i was quite timid, lack of confidence, cant stand up on my own. Thanx to motherhood, i am very happy with who i am now. Very proud of my childrens as well. Withouth them there's no sunshine in the sky, no moon to light up the night...

Three cheers to Motherhood!...hip hip hooray